Bet you thought that i'd be broken.
Mascara streakin' down my cheek.
Devastated, out the door way;
In a daze, a state of disbelief.
I bet you liked that; seeing me get mad.
but, baby i wont satisfy your need.
i've already been there, done that.
I'll be fine, even if you leave.

Ohh i dont need you anymore;
and don't you know, that

You, were the one that made me strong;
you made me stand up on my own,
with every cruel intention, you helped me find my
independence.

yeah it's all because of you,
that i have the strength i do,
to turn my pain to passion, instead of crashin'.
Boy i'm thankin' you. Boy i'm thankin' you.

Thinking back on how you changed me,
everytime, you tried to put me down.
even though you really hurt me,
underneath, myself is what i found.
so take a look inside these eyes now,
and say the things you want to say to me.
cuz i've already spread my wings out;
and your the one, the one who set me free.

Ohh i dont need you anymore
Ohh and don't you know, that

You were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence

yeah it's all because of you
that i have the strength i do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashin'
Boy im thanking you,

For all the tears i cried
for all the sacrafice
for all the drama
'cuz in the end it made me stronger
so trust me i'll be fine
baby i'll survive
without you, in my life, but i want you to know

that you
were the one that broke my heart
but i won't fall apart
no.. im so moving on
cuz babyyy


You were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence

yeah it's all because of you
that i have the strength i do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashing
Boy i'm thanking you, Boy i'm thankin you
(laughter)

Current Music: jordyn taylor

Hey are we still having that party cause i found out that adam was grounded from the computer so yeah i can call him and find out about him and stuff o yeah today is his beeeddaaaayy and yesterdays was SAAARRRaaaahhzzz
ssooo cueewwwwllll

sorry last post was written a while ago..anyways things have turned p..im ok with adam..even though that stupid ferris wheel thing came up grr...i still like shane and stuff..and i think that he still has my number in my phone..and i kinda still have his..blush...just got back from florida and i miss my beautiful curly hair from there...now mine is just stupid ugly barbie doll straight...and today was the first day i have ever slept in--i mean its alomst 9!! i think that that was the latest one for me...
but for the shane thing im kinda getting sad cause i just like him now as a friend but i dont think that he really cares...idk maybe if i talked to him..but i cant just call him up and say o hey yeah whats pu ummi still like you and even though were going to different schools i dont think it should really matter...but yeah.
also i am never talkin to kyle again
he is perverted....buts hes also a lot of other things...especially a good dancer...anyways im just now waking up woohoo and i think that things are getting better
O YEAH!!
im not grounded
woopwoop
reporet cards came in and i passed! 3 as(would have been four cept harjung wouldnt raise it) 2 bs and a c- but who really cares?
got in trouble for going to the mall last night hehe came in waay after curfew(aka 930) but again my dad was cool hes like i said its ok and stuff and my mom was like what? and hes like its ok i said so
and she just dropped the whole thing
hahahahaaha

cant say im heartbroken cause as people have said i dont have a heart
but i am crying
and i cant seem to stop
thx 2 all the guys who i really liked
(apples and bananas)
so now im dont with guys
and i want to feel something more
b ut i know now that i never can
guys suck
im staying away from them.

cant say im heartbroken cause as people have said i dont have a heart
but i am crying
and i cant seem to stop
thx 2 all the guys who i really liked
(apples and bananas)
so now im dont with guys
and i want to feel something more
b ut i know now that i never can
guys suck
im staying away from them.

Current Mood: heartbroken

you know he just cant stop making me mad at him
he continually does things to piss me off,
and then he acts all innocent like he is
the one who is really hurt? can you believe
that everyone agrees with him just because
he is precious little adam? honestly!
and now hes finally giving sarah respect!
IE acknowledging her existance,
and he was on sat. being a good friend
actually it was like old times, before
he changed himself just to make other people
proud and then on monday he told whitney what
i said!
[i said i felt a little uncomfortable with that group, and dont
really feel accepted]
AND HE TOLD THEM THAT!
also when they were talking trash on me he didnt stick up for me once!
ONLY mariah did! now hes saying that never even happened? why would
mar lie to me like that?
FRICKFRICKFRICK!

Current Mood: disappointed

a jackSass...
oi i hate him im not talking to him because obviously he needs his time away,.,,..,,,...or his break away from me as he calls it! im so pissed at him!
FHIM!

Current Mood: pissed off

long time since i have posted but still i was bored and realized that i have not been here in a while so im like ok then i will write something to say hi...
so i saw blades of glory today i could not stop cracking up and stuff it was hilarious omg haha though there was some crude humor in it..hmm...o well...i need to get caitlin and sammy and allyz and sarah and shane to go that would be fun..i would invite brianna and ryan but bri does not like caitlin(or so a certain tigger told me) so i might not set that up like that
so yeah no drama there for me please...idk...i was thinking to have the next friday out with just allyx and sarah and cait @ the mall but then i am like well caitlin will want to bring sammy and then allyx might want to bring someone and then i want to bring shane cause i though that that would be fun but then i am still thinking about sarah..hmm...maybe she could invite adam?
speaking of the movies while i was walking to the ticket place with my sister and my grandma i saw red there and stuff and she was like looking at me then i walked right passed her with my sister and stuff and totally ignored her(o yeah she was alone to heh) so yeah that was ok then i thought that i saw someone i really dont like at the mall and who knows it could have been her but who cares? honestly? anyways im doing im with sarah right now and i just wrote like a bunch so i will talk to you all soon and i hope that at least SOMEONE calls me cause i am freaking bored out of my mind.
later late late!
taybug

ok two days almost one before i leave to go on the plane with sarah
im really nervous...and cause of shane too...tell you more later!! bye!

i dont know whats wrong with me...i feel like crying...:( whats wrong with me?